Date: Friday, April 21st 2023
Day 10 - Barrel Springs to 112
Miles Hiked: 11
End of the road? My ankles are clearly fucked, My body doesn't seem to want to hike more than 9 days. and if it cannot do that, I cannot do this. regardless, I cannot do this. I am done. physically, mentally, emotionally I am exhausted. I am not feeling the way I want to feel and I don't think anything about that will change. my heart is not here.
i want to do San Jacinto badly, need to make my way to Idyllwild, get some rest, hike PVC to Black Mtn Road and then I'm done.
the PCT is not for me, sections, thru or otherwise. what a failure this has been. maybe someday I'll see the positive, but not today, and probably not in the next few months.